Lucidity

"Ares! Ares! Wake up we made it!" I opened my eyes and I was here. When I looked around I didn't see anyone. Something definitely woke me up. I tried to adjust my eyes. I was standing outside in what looked like a back yard. A big back yard. Everything was glowing. I looked at my palms and they were glowing also. I spun around and sure enough I was alive and aware. I belonged here. I wasn't sleeping. If I was I didn't want to wake up. I die twice everyday. When I go to sleep and when I wake up. Going to sleep in the easier death. It brings me to the place that connects our world with the spiritual realm. A constant thing to look forward to. You never know what you might experience but its always different. Humans haven't destroyed the spiritual realm. It will always be safe. Waking up on the other hand is the unwanted death. This world only glows when you smoke a certain leaf that puts you in the same state of mind of everything you see when you're asleep. Me and that leaf collide. I have trouble accepting the fact that I exist so it overides my mind now. It does in fact give this place the same glow as when you are consciously dreaming. Complete control of yourself AND others. That power got taken away from me. I don't need it anymore. I learned everything I needed to learn from it already.